Monday, January 14, 2008
heres a song tt we all wld hav though
about sometime in our lives
to hav some fun u cld laugh at the
lyrics and exclaim"ahha loser "=)
or u cld get all emo momo over the lyrics
haha yeah just get in touch with ur inner being
(yeah like gays do i guess)
tell me what love is ?
what can it be
what is this yearning
burning in me
will i survive it
will i endure
this is my sickness
is there a cure
first this obsession
seizing my brain
starting in passion
ending in pain
i start to shiver
then im on fire
then im a quiver
with seething desire
who hold the secret
who hold the key
i long for something
what can it be
my brain is reeling
i wonder why
and then the feeling
im gonna die
by dae it haunts me haunts me by night
this tender yearning thinged with delight
repeat
repeat
haha
repeat until u are happy
u noe .ive grown up to be quite skeptical abt love
i look at my mums friends
ALL of which are on the verge of
breakdown or divorce
anywaes all u women
be independent
financially (hav some part time job )
mentally(keep in touch with ur realli good friends)
spritually(hav god in ur hearts ,cause his ur compass when u are directionless)
why do r'ships breakdown ?
so far frm the real life egs ive seen
-religion ,or rather the diff
-addiction(gambling,lets add drinking ,womanising to the list )
-woman more capable than the men ,and the guy is realli sore
im ok with mixing with guys
but nort going deeper than tt
i can be realli judgemental towards them
if i dun like ur characer
ill just ignore u
until i see tt u posess the qualities of
a friend
and nort just flirting arnd
ill give u the same respect u show me
im afraid of the commitment
everytime some guy tries too hard
ill draw my self further away
i noticed tt
in the end its realli akward ..i realli wished we
could just hang out
without feelin weird
in Ac it was much better
isimply lauged it off
nv took theese ppl seriously=)
like tt alort
just plain friendships
im realli comfy with tt
yay!i think im maturing =))
women hav been too dependent on man i feel
ive been feelin angsty
im sorry theese things(mums friends marriage troubles)
have been occuring
abit too frequently
women hav issues with each other too
its scary
esp when theres bitchin and catfight involved
humans are carnivorous and they eat each
others hearts and minds
good friends are hard to come by
realli hav to treasure the ppl u love
better to hav few and realli good friends
then many but superficial ones=)
im proud to sae i have
3 ppl i call good friends
i noe its realli little but
haha i dun care !
but i care when im realli lonely of course
but meanwhile im realli thankful
thk u god for ur provision =)
rainbow;
7:05 AM
